January 2012
1 post
Everyday I pray that every ounce of feeling that I have will all be forgotten. Locked in the past, never to resurface again.
I must not have slept long enough to live and see that day.
Honestly, I don’t want to feel anything anymore.
October 2011
3 posts
Everything has an expiration date. Though it’s hard, there are necessary decisions to make. Even if it means losing that part of your life that you have learned and will continue to love so much.
September 2011
13 posts
Hi.
I’ve been meaning to tell you all this time. I have some issues with myself. I can’t seem to explain my recent behavior lately. It’s like I want to obscure myself from any connection I have with you and just attempt to hide myself for a little while. It’s not because I did something wrong, and far from what you may think that you did something wrong but it’s...
Still delayed.
I read back the now defunct Soriano’s post in some website. You might say I never got over it, and you’re right—I NEVER GOT OVER IT. haha :)
Reading closely, I realized what he’s actually trying to say. I felt so shallow and judgmental after posting my initial reaction to what I have learned and upon critical examination did I realize where I was wrong.
He was not...
I miss my friends I really do.
For consecutive Saturdays now, I never failed to go out and spend the entire night drinking until I wake up Sunday morning with a couple of friends. It made me think that how come I could really spend time with them and fail to meet the best people I’ve met in my entire life.
For one, fate has its unfortunate way of keeping me busy while these people are...
Delayed.
Probably I am not that learned enough that I heard of James Soriano’s article just now. Here’s an alternate link to a now obsolete article at the Manila Bulletin on August 24 that roused emotions and raised eyebrows of the “society of rotten beef and stinking fish.”
http://www.keywordspeak.com/2011/08/james-sorianos-language-learning.html#comment-form
Why live here,...
The Anatomy of a Doodle: I honestly should be... →
samllamzon:
I honestly should be studying. And I’ll get to that in a while. But right now, I feel like sulking. Well, more like wanting the earth to swallow me whole right about now.
I’m not the same person. I compare myself to the person I was a year ago and I’ve changed far beyond recognition. My faith…
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If girls had a penis for a day:
August 2011
17 posts
Communication portals. They are just so tiring. And even in the real time world where anywhere in the world can connect, listen and talk at the same time, nothing still beats good old sit-down conversations where both of you can clearly see what each really wants to tell. Because more than the words are some gestures that mean more than what we can hear.
Hence the essence of sincerity....
Said I love you but I lied…
It is more than love I feel inside.
I dreamt of him last night. I was there standing and he’s waving since he just arrived. All it felt to me was so wonderful. That after all this time I have waited, he came and he’s there to take me away. It was the best dream I had. I don’t know when but it all felt so real that it had to happen soon...
Everybody loves the thrill of the chase. Because when you’re there, you just know you have somewhere to go, and though you’re still clueless about it, it thrills you that you have that “somewhere” to go that’s still a mystery to unfold.
Because when the chase ends, it will be useless to go back since you’ve known the feeling of getting to that particular...
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I saw this post pending in queue which was supposedly posted two years before, during the elections.
After two years, nothing much has changed. But I still want to believe in every Filipino. Whoever leads us, WE still make the decision to make or break ourselves.
“a cuckoo that just came out of the nest”
I have just watched Nicanor “Nicky” Perlas, running for...
Photodump RECKLESS IMPRUDENCE
Like how reckless can imprudence be?
Honestly I miss the days when I drink and drink too much that I end up in a public bathroom barfing the breakfast I had and a pinch of dinner I took prior to a night of recklessness. I miss the days when I wake up with my cheeks on the toilet seat of some newly acquainted person’s bathroom or crying my heart out while...
“The soul always knows what to do to heal itself. The challenge is to silence the...”
– Caroline Myss (via creatingaquietmind)
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And after posting a couple of pictures, I came to a resolution that I will be featuring buffets I’m going to eat in for my blogs to be.
And may be some random stuff, here and there…
SO WATCH OUT!
Praying that I won’t get fat.
I am happy when I didn't think much of it. Until...
What if I’m just waiting for myself to learn how to let it all go?
Because sometimes that same old issue is just tiring.
July 2011
4 posts
UNFORTUNATELY IM JUST BEING NAIVE AND STUPID. I’m done.
Please don’t fill my heart with doubts. I am just human. And although I promised not to withdraw, it might happen, once I lose faith.
Please. Make me believe the faith is still worth it.
The cursor had been blinking for almost an hour now. I could’ve opted to sleep more but I still chose to find and express the words that would translate my feelings into clauses so that some of you may understand.
I never thought this would happen to me, not that I have given up before but I just didn’t deem it important to me. I was fixed on staying on my comfort zone, which is to...
REPLENISH: “Only once in your life, I truly... →
megandmac:
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When...
June 2011
1 post
April 2011
11 posts
stephenduma:
This Time Around- Stephen Duma...
“Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.”
– Bob Marley (via kari-shma)
Ten Thousand Things: To judge or not to judge →
jimparedes:
HUMMING IN MY UNIVERSE By Jim Paredes (The Philippine Star)
There’s a lot of talk and opinions being expressed these days about burning issues in our society. We see perceived villains parading on our TV screens and defending themselves, basically asking for understanding as they plead their…
Me...
saraheuliano:
when i flirt with hot guy:
reality-
when i whip my hair:
reality-
when i walk down the street:
reality-
when i go to sleep:
reality-
when i dance:
reality-
when i’m with my boyfriend:
reality-
Seeing a guy with a lot of muscles
theblackparadelastsforever:
Other girls:
Me:
WHY LIE?
I felt like I was scalded alive. I knew I am at boiling point, I just didn’t realize how it would consume me.
What am I fighting for really? Obviously, I did not or would not ever earn any respect. If I had love, was it real? If I was admired, how long will it last? If I were perfect, what stops you?
I’m just done with it. I want to move on. I want to stop feeling anything. I want...